No one said waiting is easy. The season of waiting can bring out two sides of people. People waiting can be calm and not focused on the thing they are waiting for. That or they can find it taking over parts of their life. The wait is very different for everyone.
I find myself full of emotions in this time of waiting. Even knowing God has been in the many events of my life I still have emotions that take over moments of my life. Yesterday was Mother’s Day. A day of emotions. I found myself suffering allergies do to Dog hair. I cried and questioned if it was time to let Mulan find a new home. All I can think and focus on is the effects it would have on Gracelyn and Ava if we rehome her. I will deal with the allergies as long as I can. Later the day I had hope that God is still working to open the Doors for Joshua. Joshua and I talked about what it would mean for us to possibly get this opputuinty. How things would change and what we need to have happen to move forward. Yesterday I went to bed in a place of peace. I wait in Gods plans for us.
Matthew 6:34 ESV
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
