Reader let me start by saying I am writing about the battle that has been brewing. I have learned in these times to focus on something other then the battle that keeps surfacing.
Battle you ask??? Yes a battle. A battle of illness, loneliness, lift in our Van broke, warrenty issues with lift do to installer, Financial stuff, issues with the clinician at Gracelyn’s ABA therapy, Gracelyn is causesing us to make big desisions on the path of OT and Speech therapy. This is just the big stuff.
This week coming is going to be full and trying. I have to show up for court for a accident I was part of in January. Then the next day the BIG IEP meeting for Gracelyn happens. I know God in by my side. But the truth is the pressure is Extreme. It feels hard to keep my head above the water.
I have made a point this last few days to be goofy and push my anxiety aside. It has not been easy. But I trying hard to find a Calm in the storm Brewing. Find the Calm in the storm and the end you will find the diamond. 
